Dear birthday, please don't go away. I know its not even mine. But can you at least make it special on this special day? Its 20th July. 21 years ago, a person was born. I never met this person until 3 years ago...
You may call me an idiot. But I seriously can't tell how unserious I am when I kirim salam at you in the first place. Its just an old happy times with my friends at the library. Have it your way, but if it wasn't for you whom asked for my phone number, we won't never get to know each other.
Here's the thing when we started out friends. It was cool, and I never need to pretend. I was so comfortable texting you. We talked about a lot of things, and at some point, I even become your 'stepmom' for waking you up at dawn for subuh prayers and giving you silly advises. Which at some point I can barely recognise your face. So I kept wandering how you look liked.
My encounter with another person, makes you feel very uncomfortable. Like yeah, we were so close to each other that when I met other, you seem so far. Like taking a distant from me step by step. But I never want it to happen. And yet, you still remain silence.
But everything change when you stood up for me and claim for yourself. Months later, we're back talking and chattering, hurting and comforting, laughing and crying to each other...until now.
Assalamualaikum.... Who's hungry? I've got some good news for you. I dapat buat kuih raya harini. Hooray. But first, today actually my adik's birthday la. Amin. And he is 17 years old already. Can't believe I got a brother that old. Haha. Yet, he's a lot lot lot TALLER than me. Even my nenek once said my adik yg tinggi2 tu.
At the end of the day, I made actually 2 kuih raya. 1 is Semperit Cina, or some may call it as Kuih Dahlia. My mum teached me the recipe, plus I tengok2 jugak kt buku 'Saji'. Huhu. With some handy dandy helps, the kuih turns out great. Macam mana I tahu? Time buka puasa lah I makan okay. Bukan time petang2 tu.
Tapi my 2nd kuih x berapa menjadi sangat.. That is very sad. Its my first time baking it. Biskut Arab my mum said. That's the name. We added the mixture macam mixture biasa, but then add some ghee. My mum yang suruh taw. I tak tahu ape2. Then we made bulat2 kecil with a roasted hazelnut inside it. Macam yummy kn?
Bile masuk oven, plan nk tunggu 10-15 minutes. Then Aisyah check up on the oven, katanya, the bater still lembik. So left it another 10 minutes. But the result is the same. Bau da keluar dah, nk kata macam hangus pun ade. Tapi bater still sama, x berubah pun. Last2 I keluar kn je and let it cool.
My mum actually keluar with my dad time tu. Bile die balik, I terus la report what happen.. Die pergi la tengok the 'kuih'. As she touches it, like I said, the kuih is kinda sticky to your hand, you know. The bater I mean. Last2 bile die try makan buka puasa tu, terasa la flavornye yang pahit yang amat!!
Ini semua kerana hazelnut yg ade dalam kuih tu is fully burn!! Oh my... like kinda black la jugak.
With a sad sad heart, she recomend to throw the kuih as it cannot be saved. Huhuhu.. Xdapat la merasa biskut arab sangat.
Hmm.. today's date is 11/07/2012. Which means almost a year I didn't wrote a thing or even touch this my single blog. Fuh sana. Fuh sini. Nampak sangat dah berhabuk. Tu la... Orang rajin je yang rajin tulis blog. Me? Nawaitu tu memang dah ade. Buat nye memang tidak. Busy?
I dont think so. I actually dah habis my diploma since bulan 4 lagi. This year okay. It was only yesterday I received my transcript letter from the university management. I am officially.... um, what was that word? Finished? Ok, never mind that.
Almost 3 months but I didn't even update anything here until now. Well, like I said. Nawaitu je yang ada. And I FINALLY wrote something on this blog. Itu pun sebab sedang menunggu video untuk di stream. Luckily I still got my skills on typing. Well, whatever. Who cares about that silly skill anyway..? Duhhh
Okay la guys. I tak tahu nak tulis ape lagi. Nanti ade idea, menulis blog lah saya. Huhu. I'll try my best this time. Bye
Assalamualaikum and Haloo everyone!
Ramadan has end, Syawal is now here... Suppose we all should be sad lah kan as Ramadan is the Best month in Islamic calendar. But thats that. And we can do nothing about it.
Siang tadi I finally had the chance to shop for hari raya all by myself. I was like Yay! The whole Aeon building is mine. And I also think today's my lucky day. I dont know why. Maybe cuz I got to puasa penuh kot this year. Haha.. If you know what I mean. But seriously, this year I had the chance to puasa penuh. So, lucky me!!!
Okay. As a girl..nafsu shopping itu harus lah kuat..and I bought quite a lot of things for myself. lagi2 bile ade 'TREAT'..hehe. A sudden quite large sum of money, lagi la make me go crazy.. I wanna buy this and I wanna buy that.
And I got myself a few shirts, make ups and accesories and of course, my personal favourite things, Shoes!! And you know wat? I got excited sangat2 dapat shopping macam ni sampai kan x perasan sumthing.
Bile sampai rumah, around 2pm like that, my lil sister, Syazwin Marissa take a look at my shoes. And then u know what she said..?
"Kakak, kenapa kasut ni dia lain-lain?"
And I was like, oh dear..
At first in my mind maybe ade sumthing tercabut or anything like that. But its worse than that. The shoes didn't match each other. The left shoe is the design that I want, and the other is the one I didn't want. Sebelah lain, sebelah pun lain. I think maybe becuz the salesgirl tadi terletak the previous shoe yg I pilih, tp xde size, so I go with my second choice..which is quite alike in colour.
Lastly I pun keluar lah balik, pagi shopping complex tu, tukar kasut. Nasib baik lah 5 minutes drive je. I feel so nervous that I even checked it again and again and again and again. Upon the opportunity I nk keluar, my mum pun pesan lah ini dan itu. Hahaha..kesian betul saya ini.
The best part is I get to meet my long lost friend, Nik Farah Dayana! She's doing part time at some kind of sushi restaurant. Chat with her for a while until a chinese man stare at me for talking so long with my friend, the waitress. Huhu....Sorry dude. I just miss my old bestie.
Thats it! Tonight my project is to be a Mak Andam. Which is I'm very poor at. Luckily I got 2 models to become my prey. Haha..First time trying to play with eyeshadows. Failed. Now I don't know if I want to wear it tomorrow. Takut people will be scared of my appearence.
Well, I think I'll decide tomorrow to wear or not to wear. Rite now I wanna take my beauty sleep. Everythings gotta be perfect tomorrow!
hey every one..yeah dah lama sangat2 kot x update blog ni. currently sedang bercuti on end of term..
can you believe it? next sem i will be on the 5th semester of diploma?! like, gosh that was super fast.
you wanna know, recently i received the examination result for my last semester. and its kinda like, so-so la..there's gud news and also bad news. tp bukan itu yg i nk cakap rite now. Okay maybe you all COULD be wondering whats my pointer rite now. i'm no a super-DIVA, miss POPular or whatever it is like that, Yeah i know.
Sooo sorry la guys tp i tak cakap my pointer. Well at least not in public. Okay the thing is I want to congratulate all those kids yg dpt the WANTED...
Dean List
so.....
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
Keep up the good work..
To all yg not so bad or kinda like so-so...
don't worry guys.. Next sem kan ada chance lagi..
Kalau dapat merasa Dean List sekali pun mybe cukup la kan??
the story is here i wanna share is about a someone that i really care about. so sape2 yg x minat love story ni just...Fuh....blew away. Hehe....just kidding.
okay i study with him
i study with him
i study with him
some person maybe akan kata yang i ni xde orang lain ke nak hang out? macam x de kawan lain. like most of my time study dengan dia je. well, what can i say. =-P
yup..i'm not lying. Pagi keluar pg study around pukul 10..around the clock study sampai waktu asar. solat zohor of course la x miss. then my favourite time of the day. LUNCH. won't miss it for the world.
then after isyak, keluar lagi study. Of course la dekat somewhere yang ramai orang. Niat da pasang baik2 ok study. lepas tu balik tido. mmg x ade la late night study sampai pukul 3-4 pagi macam biasa budak U buat. konon study smart la..ikut jadual.
and the routine stays the same for 7 days, almost 3 weeks kot. kadang2 on the exam days tu pun study jugak. macam refresh memory la sikit.
Seriously, i admit. Seumur hidup, i XPERNAH
XPERNAH
XPERNAH
XPERNAH
study segila tu setiap hari utk 3 minggu berturut-turut. and also ade la jugak terpikir nk mintak break kejap sehari. tp takut kena denied la. Sedih betul. Tp, i kuat kn semangat jugak, sbb dia ni.
i study gile2 mcm ni, sbb kn dia. sbb dia nk i ajar dia. so i kne la study dlu kn klu nk ajar orang?
so study la.....
in the end..bile dapat tahu result.. i was in great shock.
result dia lagi tinggi from mine..
i was like this and he was like that
sbb all these time my pointer is slightly higher than his.
i was shock sbb all these time kitorang study, suppose to be like, I'm the lecturer and he's my student...senang cerita i la yang patut ajar.
then bile keluar result tinggi die lagi drp mine..and this makes me realise that he's improving better and better everyday. how could i not notice this thing happens??
tp ap yang penting, i wrote this bukan sbb i was angry or jealous or envy dgn awak.
mule2 aku citer KARISMA tu apa. kang ckp byk2 readers x phm x gne jgk. KARISMA ni event sukan yg join oleh semua uitm from seluruh negara. dpd uitm perlis smpai la ke uitm sabah. ape yg ktong lwn? sukan lah mcm badminton, silat, volleyball, handball, basketball, netball, segala jenis2 ball, cycling, kayak, tae kwon do n sumthin like that. penyertaan aku dlam KARISMA tahun ni mmg tak terancang...aku tgh duk rilek2 kat rumah, tibe2 kak Farah msg, ckp kategori aku x ckup orang...so diorang contact n tanya if i wanna join them
me...antara nak n x nk, terpaksa wat pilihan..last2 aku pergi cuz i realized since last year lagi i nak pergi. dah la aku pergi last minit, bas pulak terlajak sampai JERTEH, x pasal2 kne hbis rm30 tmbg naik teksi blek kampus machang, pas tu bju karisma pulak x dpt...ade ke ptot die suro aku pkai baju saiz L? mmg slekeh la mcm tu, last2 aku carik jugak, at least dpt bju M, kire ok la skit
training mule2 tu okay jew which is from 11/11...tapi bile 1 hari tu SIR NIZAM datang train we all, smpai termuntah2 aku dibuat nya. aku sendiri pun terkejut, cuz i never been like this before. maybe sbb leader kami, which is Saiful (called aer), bgtaw lmbat kt ktorang yg training mlm ni dgn sir...sdg kan aku da habis mkn 1 pinggan..banyak pulak tu. mane x termuntah..since that aku fobia mkn banyak.
team tae kwon do consist of 13 members. 6 dara 7 teruna... mmg team yg agak skit lah jugak nk banding sport lain. then 15/11 kami bertolak gi uitm puncak alam. team kami naik dgn team budak rugbi.. Allah..diorang jalan 1 bas bergoyang2. da nme pun bdn besar2 mne x nye. n biasa la klu da 6 og je pmpn dlm bas ue n selebihnya lelaki..mmg kne kacau la...
at puncak alam ktorang dapat taw gme tae kwon do start 20 hb. gile ke x?? ade dlm 3-4 hari free. bilik kat puncak alam tu da la syok gile, style apartment. cme x der dapur la...tp x kesa dwn depan bilik je, belambak kedai mkn ade kt situ. mkanan ea pun sedap n kinda cheap, nk banding dgn hrga kt machang tu. skali mkn 1 pinggan x pernah lbih rm 5 itu termasuk air. ok la tu kn???
dgn waktu free yg sangat lah banyak, ktowang pun 'memanfaatlah' masa tu, dgn pergi training. tp dlm 1 hari training pun pgi je, then tgok budak silat la, jalan2 gi uitm shah alam la, tido la ape la..tp ok la at least dlm 1 hari tu ade la jgk training skali kn kn kn??haha aku pun xpenat..
newsflash, sir nizam x dpt join ktorang time lawan nnt. so die mintak tlong kawan die sir Awie coach kn ktorang. then aku dapat tahu die coach mrsm jeli jugak. die citer die pena bawak budak mrsm time 2008, bdk die menang emas. aku terasa betul, sbb budak die yg menang emas tu lawan aku!!!!
aku ingat lagi 2008 lawan final dgn budak mrsm jeli, n i still remember her face, yg muka arab2 skit n tinggi. since aku klh dengan die, aku benci kelantan. last2 aku jumpe pulak coach die, x bole bla nye jd coach aku pulak tu. klu coach lama aku dpt tahu in, mesti die ketawa dowh (sir firdaus goh coach aku dlu) aduh..its such a small world.
lawan aku start dengan budak from uitm perak at first. tp pas tu tuka plak lawan dengan uitm perlis. bile masuk ring tu, my family also came n wanted to give me support. da la aku nk tergelak tengok adik laki aku punye hairstyle, yg ala2 komando tu...hahaha. k then time lawan at first round aku lead, 3-0. tp 2nd round da penat thap gile punye pasal, die dpt kejar aku, 3-6 pulak sbb die mkn kepala aku. head scores 3 points. aku nk kejar blek x smpat da, masa da habis. tp ok la aku x kecewa sgt mcm last year. aku main ikut cara aku. klu last year aku ikut cara org lain, mmg klh teruk n mnyesal sgt2. tp x bole than nya dlm ring time aku lwn budak perlis, aku siap gelak2 lagi dengan lawan aku tu. aku gelak die pun gelak. smp referee tu pun nk tergelak.
penat la nk bebel byk2 ni...pe kata korang knal plak fighters kite ni..haha
ni Fahmi n Saiful
budak Fahmi ni aku suka buli die..haha...jhat kn aku, plus abg die pun dlu bdk taekwondo kat uitm machang, tu yg dia trasa nk ikut. bole thn terer gk die ni. 1st round, lwn ea da KO da. aku pun x taw si fahmi ni buat ape kat mamat tu. tp 2nd round fahmi x menang. xpe la, die bru 1st time, ok la tu kn
next person is Saiful yg gelap2 tu..dtg dr negeri Kota Kinabalu bah. mmg gaya muay thai die tu suma orang suka. funny yet nice guy. slalu buat lawak bodoh gk smpai aku pun bengang..tp lawak ea tu hanya gurauan semata-mata bah...
ni la aer, or cne tah nak eja nme ea...hahaha. aku pun xtaw
aer ni budak duk taman sblah aku je..rmai gak bdk tman aku kta knl mamat ni..sbb ea gi tuisyen kt cini. haha duk dkt2 pun knl kt negeri kelantan jugak...
ni kak farah n kak dhia...comel kn??? ni odw nk g puncak alam
kak farhana aka farah yg muke mcm cine mta sepet2 gitu. comey gila kn?? mmg pg mne2 mata lelaki pndang die je kot...ahah ermmm x jeles k. cme sy tgok cik abg sy tu je la tgok kak farah...depan kite pulak tu. sbar je la...lau x ade yg kne blasah dlm kfc nnt.
next to kak farah is kak dhia..untuk dhia..huhu. mmg npk kecik tp sepak org skit gile. plus kick die pun cantik je. tinggi pulak tu. she's so happy go lucky. klu dah gelak mmg x bole nk berhenti.
memang monkeys la 2 budak ni sampai bergayut2 kt tiang tangga batu caves tu
those two yg tgah gayut are Daniel n Mat (Muhammad). Daniel on the left..the youngest member in our family, so he's the adik. aku pena skali kene mara dgn die, trus aku x ckp 1 hari.takut seyh...dah la ada orang perasan, bapak malu gile. last2 bek ngan aku, nk main psp. cm bengong je aku ase..
Mat nmpk je kecik, tp suka kne kn orang jugak. die bile geng dgn saiful tu habis suma orang die kene kan....yg si mangsa smp ase nk blasah2 je kaki ea. jenis yg alim budak ni..bdak pmpn lalu sblh terus beristighfar..kdg2 kami yg budak prmpuan ni yg sibuk suwo ea tgok sbb reaction mat ni lawak..hmmm bile lagi kn nk jumpe lelaki mcm mat..istighfar ble npk pmpn seksi
tibe2 ade sblah aku n wat aku gelak je dgn lawak abg iman ni
yg duk sebelah aku tu abg iman...aku knl die pun time karisma tahun lepas. banyak bercerita dgn aku. mostly sal pasangan hidup la..gf die. ase lwak la pulak..korang tgok muke die pun da taw die ni jenis happy go lucky. cuma lawak die dlm diam..x kecoh2. n plus die stu2 nya orang yg aku pgil abg, evn though belambak lagi laki yg agy tua dpd aku, aku cme pgil nme die sowang je dgn abg. knpe???aku pun xtaw...no offence yeh.bkn aku ade pape pun dgn die..huh!
tinggi kan star kite ni??Zai Zai Zai Zai.oh terasa sungguh kerdil
yeah ini dia Zai!!!! the star of the week! aku baru kenal die, cuz diz year baru dia masuk team kelantan. last year die team pahang, abg iman kalah dgn die la last year kat semi-final. tp diz year die da join ktowang cuz ea smbung degree kt kb. n x silap die pun budak bisnes jugak..kira my senior la tu.yay! time zai lawan his fmily also dtg n tengok die. so full of support, smpai ke malam family die stay nk bagi support.
puteri suraya di sana tu...nk gi pkns shah alam
puteri aka put. rumate aku time training kat machang n kt puncak alam, share bilik dgn die. nice girl. duk kt sepang. tough gile budak ni tp bez gile jgk kawan dgn die. kak farah lak suka kena kn put ni. aku join je la komplot kak farah tu. time sparring ganas dowh put. jangan main. u dont wanna make her mad....huhuhuhu
right after our meals at McD depan uitm puncak alam
so sweet kak lily n kak maznira. kak lily pun budak last year jugak. kira next year aku da x jumpe die lagi la. tp last year aku x rpt sgt, tis yer bru rpt. nice la kak lily. suke wat lwk gile2.huhu da la slalu tegur die kt tempat parking motor.manis2 pun bawak moto aww...jgn main2
kak maznira better known as kakak sahaja. i dunna y, time aku dtg da suma org pgl die mcm tu. tp bile tgok die slalu bg nchat, tips ape mnde suma, mmg sesuai la die bwak watak seorang kakak tu dlm team kite.
KARISMA 2012
PEMENANG PINGAT
1 EMAS - ZAI
1 PERAK - KAKAK (KAK MAZ)
2 GANGSA - PUT & KAK LILY
CONGRATS TO ALL OF YOU!!!
this year punye karisma best!!terbaik n i like it.
aku knl rmai budak baru, ak reconnect dgn kawan lame,
refering date : 2005 -2010 place : MRSM Terendak (a place like no other)
nostalgia of the beloved MRSM Terendak
sape yg akan lupe tempat kite main kejar2, lompat sana sini, dating sana sini, lari dari monyet lagi..
seyesly x tipu, ni la yg aku buat sepanjang berada kt tempat ni
nme je budak MRSM kn, prngai x ubah mcm budak2...dlu la skrg x eh, da mtg..a little
wahai putra putri bangsaku ayuh segera menuju
mengikut gerak langkuh maju
bersatu mencari ilmu
di zaman sains dan teknologi
negara perlukan jasamu
janganlah rasa malas lagi
bersatu memegang teraju
di maktab rendah sains MARA
tuntut ilmu jangan jemu
ikrar taat setia pada guru
berdisiplin selalu
hari ini hari mulanya hari esok berjaya
lengakapkan segala yang ada
ke kuliah kita segera
yay!!! ingat kn x hafal lagu dah lagu MRSM..
tp Alhamdulillah still tersemat dlam hati lagi even rongak2 pun last2 dapat jugak based on the youtube
hehehe...alah korang yang lain pun entah2 sme je kan..
dlu bukan main lagi time menyanyi kt perhimpunan hafal je
To me: terendak is like a school.. well, it is a school. more like to boarding school.
IT IS A BOARDING SCHOOL LAH SARAH!!!
okay okay, mcm mana ep nk ckap. terendak ni... urmmm.....errrr...
the original penduduk of Terendak are...
the Monkeys
here, there, everywhere
these monkeys are REALLY CUTE!!! and kinda GATAL also
dats why they like to main kejar2 with the girls
especially yang bawa makanan
also, these monkeys are not random monkeys
they're kinda clever you know
one minute you are studying in class
and suddenly teacher said,
"nmpak gayanya ada orang nak belajar dengan kita"
and there's a cute tiny lil' monkey sitting by the window just outside the class
when you're going here make sure your eyes are wandering every corner
who knows, there might be 'seekor' which is interested in you
really, they are cute aren't they?
lemme tell u this:
its always a good time here
never have to look at you rear
we dont need to be fright
day and night its gonna be alright
here you'll learn
that its hard to walk on your own
we'll be together
through the highs and the lows
I remember a place once..
dear beloved classmates....
we shared a class since we were form 4 and 5 with oldies and newbies
eventhough there's so few boys but that did not stop us to share our freebies,
food especially...
I still remember during wktu rehat, everyone mesti tny, "kt teres makan ape?"
if its something delicious, we will go and eat together..thats one of the sweetest memories
remember when...
time pandidikan Islam kite kne hafal surah luqman yg panjang gile tu, not many yg ingat awal2, tp kte saling backup dgn baca kuat2
ingat time kite main bola baling, class kite champion sbb the teamwork of us
in every class kite, dalam ramai2 tu mesti akan ade orng yg bawak mknan n then share with all the classmates
everytime ada birthday someone kite mesti pkat rmai2 untuk kne kan bday boy/girl tu
time bio mostly kite tido sbb... well, u know what its like (no offence teacher)
nevertheless, we'll cherish our sweet moments together until like...forever I guess
next, the fighting crew... Taekwondo club
eversince I was born I feel like I was bound to this sport (knon nye lah)
Naahhh, thats just a feelin, but thanx to my dad who introduced me with this, n
abg Firdaus Goh whom trained me since I started entering the tournament in 2006 (form 1)
I never run away from the pain again, even though it hurts a lot, but its actually fun when you're hurting someone...trust me.
you'll smile when your opponent making 'outch' and 'oww' faces when you kick 'em
beloved homeroom members
DRACO A
advisor : MISS AZARINA MUSTAFA
yeah, she's a great mom with a nick name we called her, Mama Aza
she took care of us from the day we step in and become a rightfull MRSM Terendak student until our last school days
nk keluar kan duit - mama aza
result exam teruk, kne mara - mama aza
buat kes, kne nasihat - mama aza
hari sukan, cheering for us - mama aza
personal problems, share with - mama aza
everything - mama aza
to me personally, i really liked her a lot. besides, she and my aunt got the same face.
my bestest among my best friend
Nor Farhana Bt Che Azhar
we were closed since like, form 3 and we did everything together, I got her back, and she got mine.
of course they were a few fights between us, but thats a normal thing for best friend
we shared a lot of things together, LDP, Captain Block, Taekwondo, class treasurer and more
I've been to her place, and she's been to mine , and we've gone out together....
as long as I remember her, and still have her number, we are gonna be best friends, til the end
thats SYIREEN in black
my outmost hilarious roomate
eventhough we shared the room in just one year, our bond forever.
I miss the crazy things we did together in our bedroom, right Syireen?
Syhh...its our little secret. hehehe
the other girl in blue is RANINA, or better known as RAN
I think her name is unique though
rainbow's her favourite and she's too in taekwondo team
she's one fun girl with various crazy and lousy ideas too
together as besties, we'll have the world as a fun themepark
crazy, insane, hilarious, funny, mean, outrageous
thats what makes us
this is Fatin Syazwani a.k.a. GEK
she's cute and small
but thats not gonna stop her big mouth to shut
looks from the outside like an evil queen of snow white, trying to give you a poison apple
but once you get to know her, she's just a naturally sweet girl
currently studying at UiTM Puncak Alam and her best friend there
is my former best friend in primary school days, Aisyah Munirah
the world is so small after all
remembering yellow, the colour of glory
well, our glory actually, not because of the royal Malaysian colour, but the colour of
Rumah Mansur Shah
has been the champion for almost a decade, but not a decade
luckily, during my batch conquer the school, we (Mansurian)
manage to get the first place in our annual sports day
which is a big deal as we continue the tradition of being the champion
as for me, although I only manage to score a bronze that year
I'm still satisfied with my title
The Mansur Cheerleader
thanx to that akak when I was in form 1, she made me to be one
and that title remains until I was form 5
I wonder if I ever got replaced???
all in all....the schooling days have past
and we have so much awaits in the future
of course, we were suppose to live our life ahead
but whats the crime of reminding the past, is it?
its just something that you could never buy it anywhere
