Degree

Setelah 5 bulan menunggu akhirnya keputusan keluar jugak. Semalam lagi actually. Tp semalam sibuk chatting with friends. Masing2 tanya dapat mana...

Hey guys... u know what? I was accepted into degree..Alhamdulillah.

UiTM Puncak Alam, Selangor

Ade yg dapat Perlis, Kedah,Jengka pun ada jugak. Still ade jugak yg dapat tempat sama which is Machang and Kota Bharu. But anyways, yg penting dapat jugak tempat untuk sambung degree kn?

Most of my friends dapat di Uitm Puncak Alam jugak. Serious x sangka. Ad yg same course, ade yg lain. I soon dapat tahu kawan lama I dpt tmpt sama dgn I. Huhuhu.. Best friend lame kowt. Shahida Amira namanya.

Okay guys. Gotta go to sleep now.

And no, die x dapat tempat sama with me. Mr Nazim Najmie dapat UiTM Melaka.

It Hurts

I am writing right now because I am pissed. With who? Well maybe not all but few. Or not much but also not less. What do you call those things...? Oh yes. Friends. Not A friend. But some friends.

I know we're not that close. But still there's a few of you did. Maybe you don't remember. But I do. I still remember the things that you did to me. But you're still my friend. But today, you really make me sooooo wanna do bad things at you.

I may look slow and innocent. But trust me, you won't like it when I'm being a

BITCH. 

Even we didn't contact regularly, it doesn't mean I don't want to spend quality times with you. Even if we're so far away, it doesn't mean I didn't know what you're doing or what happen to you. That's why there are stuffs call social network.

They keep people inform about whats happening to other people. And one thing I really don't like being 'Available' or 'Online', is when I see others spending joyful moments and having a great day photos with other peoples named being tagged but me. It hurts.

Dear Birthday

Dear birthday, please don't go away. I know its not even mine. But can you at least make it special on this special day? Its 20th July. 21 years ago, a person was born. I never met this person until 3 years ago...

You may call me an idiot. But I seriously can't tell how unserious I am when I kirim salam at you in the first place. Its just an old happy times with my friends at the library. Have it your way, but if it wasn't for you whom asked for my phone number, we won't never get to know each other.

Here's the thing when we started out friends. It was cool, and I never need to pretend. I was so comfortable texting you. We talked about a lot of things, and at some point, I even become your 'stepmom' for waking you up at dawn for subuh prayers and giving you silly advises. Which at some point I can barely recognise your face. So I kept wandering how you look liked. 

My encounter with another person, makes you feel very uncomfortable. Like yeah, we were so close to each other that when I met other, you seem so far. Like taking a distant from me step by step. But I never want it to happen. And yet, you still remain silence. 

But everything change when you stood up for me and claim for yourself. Months later, we're back talking and chattering, hurting and comforting, laughing and crying to each other...until now.

Now, you are my Prince and I am your Princess.

Already 2 but not yet 3 years.

Within those time, you had your birthday with me. 

And I can tell you, how silly were we.

But this year, I am not with you.

I am so sorry, but I will make it up to you.

 For as long as I love you

and you love me too. :-)

Happy 21st Birthday My Love!

Kuih Raya

Assalamualaikum.... Who's hungry? I've got some good news for  you. I dapat buat kuih raya harini. Hooray. But first, today actually my adik's birthday la. Amin. And he is 17 years old already. Can't believe I got a brother that old. Haha. Yet, he's a lot lot lot TALLER than me. Even my nenek once said my adik yg tinggi2 tu.

At the end of the day, I made actually 2 kuih raya. 1 is Semperit Cina, or some may call it as Kuih Dahlia. My mum teached me the recipe, plus I tengok2 jugak kt buku 'Saji'. Huhu. With some handy dandy helps, the kuih turns out great. Macam mana I tahu? Time buka puasa lah I makan okay. Bukan time petang2 tu.

Tapi my 2nd kuih x berapa menjadi sangat.. That is very sad. Its my first time baking it. Biskut Arab my mum said. That's the name. We added the mixture macam mixture biasa, but then add some ghee. My mum yang suruh taw. I tak tahu ape2. Then we made bulat2 kecil with a roasted hazelnut inside it. Macam yummy kn?

Bile masuk oven, plan nk tunggu 10-15 minutes. Then Aisyah check up on the oven, katanya, the bater still lembik. So left it another 10 minutes. But the result is the same. Bau da keluar dah, nk kata macam hangus pun ade. Tapi bater still sama, x berubah pun. Last2 I keluar kn je and let it cool.

My mum actually keluar with my dad time tu. Bile die balik, I terus la report what happen.. Die pergi la tengok the 'kuih'. As she touches it, like I said, the kuih is kinda sticky to your hand, you know. The bater I mean. Last2 bile die try makan buka puasa tu, terasa la flavornye yang pahit yang amat!!

Ini semua kerana hazelnut yg ade dalam kuih tu is fully burn!! Oh my... like kinda black la jugak.
With a sad sad heart, she recomend to throw the kuih as it cannot be saved. Huhuhu.. Xdapat la merasa biskut arab sangat.

Almost A Year

Hmm.. today's date is 11/07/2012.  Which means almost a year I didn't wrote a thing or even touch this my single blog. Fuh sana. Fuh sini. Nampak sangat dah berhabuk. Tu la... Orang rajin je yang rajin tulis blog. Me? Nawaitu tu memang dah ade. Buat nye memang tidak. Busy?

I dont think so. I actually dah habis my diploma since bulan 4 lagi. This year okay. It was only yesterday I received my transcript letter from the university management. I am officially.... um, what was that word? Finished? Ok, never mind that.

Almost 3 months but I didn't even update anything here until now. Well, like I said. Nawaitu je yang ada. And I FINALLY  wrote something on this blog. Itu pun sebab sedang menunggu video untuk di stream. Luckily I still got my skills on typing. Well, whatever. Who cares about that silly skill anyway..? Duhhh

Okay la guys. I tak tahu nak tulis ape lagi. Nanti ade idea, menulis blog lah saya. Huhu. I'll try my best this time. Bye

Last Minute Raya Shopping

Assalamualaikum and Haloo everyone!
Ramadan has end, Syawal is now here... Suppose we all should be sad lah kan as Ramadan is the Best month in Islamic calendar. But thats that. And we can do nothing about it.

Siang tadi I finally had the chance to shop for hari raya all by myself. I was like Yay! The whole Aeon building is mine. And I also think today's my lucky day. I dont know why. Maybe cuz I got to puasa penuh kot this year. Haha.. If you know what I mean. But seriously, this year I had the chance to puasa penuh. So, lucky me!!!

Okay. As a girl..nafsu shopping itu harus lah kuat..and I bought quite a lot of things for myself. lagi2 bile ade 'TREAT'..hehe. A sudden quite large sum of money, lagi la make me go crazy.. I wanna buy this and I wanna buy that.

And I got myself a few shirts, make ups and accesories and of course, my personal favourite things, Shoes!! And you know wat? I got excited sangat2 dapat shopping macam ni sampai kan x perasan sumthing.

Bile sampai rumah, around 2pm like that, my lil sister, Syazwin Marissa take a look at my shoes. And then u know what she said..?

"Kakak, kenapa kasut ni dia lain-lain?"

And I was like, oh dear..

At first in my mind maybe ade sumthing tercabut or anything like that. But its worse than that. The shoes didn't match each other. The left shoe is the design that I want, and the other is the one I didn't want. Sebelah lain, sebelah pun lain. I think maybe becuz the salesgirl tadi terletak the previous shoe yg I pilih, tp xde size, so I go with my second choice..which is quite alike in colour. 

Lastly I pun keluar lah balik, pagi shopping complex tu, tukar kasut. Nasib baik lah 5 minutes drive je. I feel so nervous that I even checked it again and again and again and again. Upon the opportunity I nk keluar, my mum pun pesan lah ini dan itu. Hahaha..kesian betul saya ini.

The best part is I get to meet my long lost friend, Nik Farah Dayana! She's doing part time at some kind of  sushi restaurant. Chat with her for a while until a chinese man stare at me for talking so long with my friend, the waitress. Huhu....Sorry dude. I just miss my old bestie.

Thats it! Tonight my project is to be a Mak Andam. Which is I'm very poor at. Luckily I got 2 models to become my prey. Haha..First time trying to play with eyeshadows. Failed. Now I don't know if I want to wear it tomorrow. Takut people will be scared of my appearence.

Well, I think I'll decide tomorrow to wear or not to wear. Rite now I wanna take my beauty sleep. Everythings gotta be perfect tomorrow! 

results are out!

hey every one..yeah dah lama sangat2 kot x update blog ni. currently sedang bercuti on end of term..
can you believe it? next sem i will be on the 5th semester of diploma?! like, gosh that was super fast.

you wanna know, recently i received the examination result for my last semester. and its kinda like, so-so la..there's gud news and also bad news. tp bukan itu yg i nk cakap rite now. Okay maybe you all COULD be wondering whats my pointer rite now. i'm no a super-DIVA, miss POPular or whatever it is like that, Yeah i know.

Sooo sorry la guys tp i tak cakap my pointer. Well at least not in public. Okay the thing is I want to congratulate all those kids yg dpt the WANTED...

Dean List

so.....

CONGRATULATIONS!!!

Keep up the good work..

To all yg not so bad or kinda like so-so...

don't worry guys.. Next sem kan ada chance lagi..

Kalau dapat merasa Dean List sekali pun mybe cukup la kan??

the story is here i wanna share is about a someone that i really care about. so sape2 yg x minat love story ni just...Fuh....blew away. Hehe....just kidding.

okay i study with him

i study with him

i study with him

some person maybe akan kata yang i ni xde orang lain ke nak hang out? macam x de kawan lain. like most of my time study dengan dia je. well, what can i say. =-P

yup..i'm not lying. Pagi keluar pg study around pukul 10..around the clock study sampai waktu asar. solat zohor of course la x miss. then my favourite time of the day. LUNCH. won't miss it for the world. 

then after isyak, keluar lagi study. Of course la dekat somewhere yang ramai orang. Niat da pasang baik2 ok study. lepas tu balik tido. mmg x ade la late night study sampai pukul 3-4 pagi macam biasa budak U buat. konon study smart la..ikut jadual.

and the routine stays the same for 7 days, almost 3 weeks kot. kadang2 on the exam days tu pun study jugak. macam refresh memory la sikit.

Seriously, i admit. Seumur hidup, i XPERNAH 

XPERNAH

XPERNAH

XPERNAH

study segila tu setiap hari utk 3 minggu berturut-turut. and also ade la jugak terpikir nk mintak break kejap sehari. tp takut kena denied la. Sedih betul. Tp, i kuat kn semangat jugak, sbb dia ni.

i study gile2 mcm ni, sbb kn dia. sbb dia nk i ajar dia. so i kne la study dlu kn klu nk ajar orang?

so study la.....

in the end..bile dapat tahu result.. i was in great shock.

result dia lagi tinggi from mine..

i was like this and he was like that

sbb all these time my pointer is slightly higher than his. 

i was shock sbb all these time kitorang study, suppose to be like, I'm the lecturer and he's my student...senang cerita i la yang patut ajar.

then bile keluar result tinggi die lagi drp mine..and this makes me realise that he's improving better and better everyday. how could i not notice this thing happens?? 

tp ap yang penting, i wrote this bukan sbb i was angry or jealous or envy dgn awak.

okay la maybe ade la jealous sikit.

I just wanna say, 

that I'm so proud of you.

and saya x pelik kalau one day awak akan dapat

DEAN LIST

and i will always be there to help you.

P/s : u gotta help me too