Monday, October 22, 2012

old school days

refering date : 2005 -2010
place : MRSM Terendak (a place like no other)

nostalgia of the beloved MRSM Terendak
sape yg akan lupe tempat kite main kejar2, lompat sana sini, dating sana sini, lari dari monyet lagi..
seyesly x  tipu, ni la yg aku buat sepanjang berada kt tempat ni
nme je budak MRSM kn, prngai x ubah mcm budak2...dlu la skrg x eh, da mtg..a little


wahai putra putri bangsaku ayuh segera menuju
mengikut gerak langkuh maju
bersatu mencari ilmu
di zaman sains dan teknologi 
negara perlukan jasamu
janganlah rasa malas lagi 
bersatu memegang teraju
di maktab rendah sains MARA
tuntut ilmu jangan jemu
ikrar taat setia pada guru 
berdisiplin selalu
hari ini hari mulanya hari esok berjaya
lengakapkan segala yang ada
ke kuliah kita segera


yay!!! ingat kn x hafal lagu dah lagu MRSM..
tp Alhamdulillah still tersemat dlam hati lagi even rongak2 pun last2 dapat jugak based on the youtube
hehehe...alah korang yang lain pun entah2 sme je kan..
dlu bukan main lagi time menyanyi kt perhimpunan hafal je

To me: terendak is like a school.. well, it is a school. more like to boarding school.
IT IS A BOARDING SCHOOL LAH SARAH!!!
okay okay, mcm mana ep nk ckap. terendak ni... urmmm.....errrr...



the original penduduk of Terendak are...
the Monkeys
here, there, everywhere
these monkeys are REALLY CUTE!!! and kinda GATAL also
dats why they like to main kejar2 with the girls
especially yang bawa makanan
also, these monkeys are not random monkeys
they're kinda clever you know
one minute you are studying in class 
and suddenly teacher said,
"nmpak gayanya ada orang nak belajar dengan kita"
and there's a cute tiny lil' monkey sitting by the window just outside the class
when you're going here make sure your eyes are wandering every corner
who knows, there might be 'seekor' which is interested in you

really, they are cute aren't they?

lemme tell u this:
its always a good time here
never have to look at you rear
we dont need to be fright
day and night its gonna be alright
here you'll learn 
that its hard to walk on your own
we'll be together 
through the highs and the lows


I remember a place once..

dear beloved classmates....
we shared a class since we were form 4 and 5 with oldies and newbies
eventhough there's so few boys but that did not stop us to share our freebies,
food especially... 
I still remember during wktu rehat, everyone mesti tny, "kt teres makan ape?"
if its something delicious, we will go and eat together..thats one of the sweetest memories
remember when...
  1. time pandidikan Islam kite kne hafal surah luqman yg panjang gile tu, not many yg ingat awal2, tp kte saling backup dgn baca kuat2
  2. ingat time kite main bola baling, class kite champion sbb the teamwork of us
  3. in every class kite, dalam ramai2 tu mesti akan ade orng yg bawak mknan n then share with all the classmates
  4. everytime ada birthday someone kite mesti pkat rmai2 untuk kne kan bday boy/girl tu
  5. time bio mostly kite tido sbb... well, u know what its like (no offence teacher)


nevertheless, we'll cherish our sweet moments together until like...forever I guess



next, the fighting crew... Taekwondo club

eversince I was born I feel like I was bound to this sport (knon nye lah)
Naahhh, thats just a feelin, but thanx to my dad who introduced me with this, n
abg Firdaus Goh whom trained me since I started entering the tournament in 2006 (form 1)
I never run away from the pain again, even though it hurts a lot, but its actually fun when you're hurting someone...trust me. 
you'll smile when your opponent making 'outch' and 'oww' faces when you kick 'em




beloved homeroom members
DRACO A
advisor : MISS AZARINA MUSTAFA

yeah, she's a great mom with a nick name we called her, Mama Aza
she took care of us from the day we step in and become a rightfull MRSM Terendak student until our last school days
nk keluar kan duit - mama aza
result exam teruk, kne mara - mama aza
buat kes, kne nasihat - mama aza
hari sukan, cheering for us - mama aza
personal problems, share with - mama aza
everything - mama aza
to me personally, i really liked her a lot. besides, she and my aunt got the same face.



my bestest among my best friend
Nor Farhana Bt Che Azhar
we were closed since like, form 3 and we did everything together, I got her back, and she got mine.
of course they were a few fights between us, but thats a normal thing for best friend
we shared a lot of things together, LDP, Captain Block, Taekwondo, class treasurer and more
I've been to her place, and she's been to mine , and we've gone out together....
as long as I remember her, and still have her number, we are gonna be best friends, til the end




thats SYIREEN in black
my outmost hilarious roomate
eventhough we shared the room in just one year, our bond forever.
I miss the crazy things we did together in our bedroom, right Syireen?
Syhh...its our little secret. hehehe
the other girl in blue is RANINA, or better known as RAN
I think her name is unique though
rainbow's her favourite and she's too in taekwondo team
she's one fun girl with various crazy and lousy ideas too
together as besties, we'll have the world as a fun themepark




crazy, insane, hilarious, funny, mean, outrageous
thats what makes us



this is Fatin Syazwani a.k.a. GEK
she's cute and small
but thats not gonna stop her big mouth to shut
looks from the outside like an evil queen of snow white, trying to give you a poison apple
but once you get to know her, she's just a naturally sweet girl
currently studying at UiTM Puncak Alam and her best friend there
is my former best friend in primary school days, Aisyah Munirah
the world is so small after all



remembering yellow, the colour of glory
well, our glory actually, not because of the royal Malaysian colour, but the colour of
Rumah Mansur Shah
has been the champion for almost a decade, but not a decade
luckily, during my batch conquer the school, we (Mansurian)
manage to get the first place in our annual sports day
which is a big deal as we continue the tradition of being the champion
as for me, although I only manage to score a bronze that year
I'm still satisfied with my title
The Mansur Cheerleader
thanx to that akak when I was in form 1, she made me to be one
and that title remains until I was form 5
I wonder if I ever got replaced???



all in all....the schooling days have past
and we have so much awaits in the future
of course, we were suppose to live our life ahead
but whats the crime of reminding the past, is it?
its just something that you could never buy it anywhere

MRSM TERENDAK


Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Phones Do Die


Okay the deadlines are here. The copies are ready. Assignments have been made...Therefore, without any hesitation...
I WILL BE GOING HOME IN A WEEK!!!
HIP HIP HORREY!!!! ^0^

Right now is still at my 'dearest' college studying for the next paper, Business Communication. Well, as you can guess I am surely not alone all by myself. There IS somebody who's with me all the time.

MUMMY..DADDY....
I MISS HOME ALREADY....

Recalling the day before yesterday... The legendary day..

OMG!!!
What happened to my beloved phone??

Sony Phone: Sorry Sarah. I am dying now. I have to leave you... ;(
Sarah: No! No! Please don't go.. Please don't leave me Sony! You know there's no other phone like you...
Sony Phone: I really can't stand it. All I can see is pitch black right now...
Sarah: Don't close your screen yet.. You know how hard it is I have worked to get you my dear.. I bought you with my very own income.
Sony Phone: I am so sorry Sarah. Don't worry your memory will always be here with me in the my memory slot.

At last, Sony Phone goes peacefully...
(A few hours later)

Samsung Phone : Hello Sarah, nice to meet you. =)

There goes my Sony Aino..
I will cherish our moments together...
I promise I won't sell you to any other dealers who wishes to buy you
CHEAPLY
from me..Never!!!




Tuesday, July 24, 2012

A Day in Ramadhan

25 July 2012

From the morning I had made the same mistake..over and over again...I accidently skip subuh prayers.
and noticed that I had a few miscalls...I know the person who called me is trying to wake me up. But, due to my 'tido mati' problems, I can't hear the ringing, even the phone was not even on silent.Such a stupid thing to do... Perempuan tidur mati.. Teruk betul

Due to that, I planned to see that person (yg kejut pagi tadi)...to apologize. I know he will be made at me. But at least I've got some effort to make it up with him. I text him that perhaps I will be waiting for him outside his class, if he 'x terpujuk'... and I really meant it.

I was there, just outside his class, 20 minutes before it ends.. so I waited for him in a spot that I think he will passed by. At 10 am his class ended, but I didn't see him...so I waited a little longer, but there was no sign of him anyway. I text him 10 minutes later and he said he was already inside his next class at another place...he asked why. Sadly, I just let him down.

Frustrated....

I went back..to find the class money. It took 20 minutes as Ekin n Alyn can't find the money before that I had to do it myself. Alone in the room kept me thinking about the effort I am doing to at least, make him smiled, it all just fails. 

Depressed....

At THO co-op, something or perhaps someone just make me mad again. To find my set of 20 photo copied papers, it took almost half an hour...and I was treated like "what do you want actually? your stuff is not here dude..."

Frustrated....

Gone to class, came back to THO with Alyn, and like freakin fast the lady (yg layan tadi) found the photocopied papers...and I was like, slamming the door and cursing the young lady..(mencarut time2 ramadhan)

Angry...

In the class, just to find a pen to sign the attendant, I figured out something else that make me wanna throw tha tables and chairs...I totally forgot my pencil case. It it wasn't for today's subject which is STATISTICS, I won't even be needing a pen. But because of that subject is AVAILABLE today, I had to go back to the room to get that stupid pencil case. 

Sigh...

That was only half of the day...I don't know what will happen after this... maybe facing with another problem that might make me wanna kill myself

But in everything, what matters the most is the feeling of this guy. That I haven't settled yet with him...
He's the only one I've got.

I'm sorry Ahmad Nazim Najmie

Yours forever,
Sarah

Monday, July 23, 2012

perfect ten

cerita dahulu
"kite jangan suka sama suka taw. awak jangan suka kat saya & saya pun jangan suka kat awak"

cerita hari ini
"ok fine saya suka kat awak"

sape laa gerangan org yg ckp ni...

I know this is kinda funny to a certain people
Its like a child's love story
Or perhaps some silly puppy love
But now I am telling you that nothing is more better than being loved by someone

who cares about you
who is always beside you in any condition
who is willing to hear all your complaints 
who loves to hear you chatter even he didn't understand even a thing
who wants to cure your sadness & pain 
who share your problems & tries to solve it
who tells you from wrong to right
who meant everything to you

everyone wants to have the person that they wished for
but not everyone gets a person that loves them for who they are
and accepting all our weaknesses
its like finding a needle in a haystack
so tiny, so hard, so thin and takes a hard work to find it
some take years to find their right person
some take a lifetime, only to found that person on their deathbed

but yet, Allah had created each of us a partner here in this world
all we need to do is to find it
treasure it
be with it
be faithfull to it
cherish it 
keep it safe
stay with it
and don't forget to thank Him for giving you the right person

as for me
I said thank you everyday to Allah
cuz I already found mine...

Saturday, June 9, 2012

TERingat sebentar

Just now bestie aku Haziqah Iffah arrive kat bilik. Aku punyalah excited sampaikan xtahu that this will keep my mind wondering about him. Yeah my ex.

Ak BENGANG taw x? BENGANG, SAKIT HATI, MENYAMPAH sbb teringat kt dia tu. 

Actually, from the bottom of my heart, aku sendiri xnk ingat balik pasal mamat ni. Aku dah rugi banyak benda disebabkan dia. And of course, dia x tahu. Dia mana pernah amik tau pasal aku...

Dari time aku basuh baju td smpai lah sekarang kepala otak aku dok pikir pasal mamat tu. Kalau ikut kn boleh je aku nk ktuk2 dia sbb dia bukannya tau pun blog aku ni. Aku rasa lah. Tapi, malas ah.

In real life I really don't know if I still had feelings to this guy. Kdg2 aku benci, kdg2 aku x benci la pulak. Pernah je ada sorang kawan laki aku ni tny, 
"ko still syg lagi ke kt die?"  
"x"
"klu ko x syg knpe ko mesti pejam mata time ko ckp x tu? ko xyh ar nk tipu diri sendiri"
Ada betul jugak kawan aku tu. Then bila pikir balik perangai ex aku ni, terus x jadi nk sayang dia lagi. Kalau dia tahu aku sayang dia lagi, nanti aku pulak yg nmpak mcm terhegeh-hegeh nak kn dia. X pasal2 buat malu diri aku je.

Orang tua2 cakap, kita x pernah nk menghargai something yg kita dh ada, smpai kn bila kita dh hilang, baru kita kelam-kabut mcm org gila. Benda ni happened kat aku dh bila aku couple dgn ex aku tu. Ape benda yg aku hilang? Xyah tau lah, biar aku je yg tau.

So ape aku nk buat dengan dia lepas ni? Aku rasa aku nak....

BUAT DUNNO 

Macam apa yg dia buat kat aku

Itu lah ceritanya. To me, the past are history. This kind of past is never to look back. Baik aku cuci mata je kan dengan hari ni. That's why today is a PRESENT!

Lepas ni, aku nk buat laki aku kne kaw2 dengan aku...

Macam ni ker...



X pun macam ni..haha


 Jahat ke aku ni? Ok lah aku x buat. Nnt mara pulak kaum adam ni dengan aku, x pasal2 x kahwin aku nnt...Just kidding je. Tapi kan, kalau buat skali skala xper la rase nya... ;P

Aku rasa diri aku ni kena kahwin terus la, sbb kalau couple mesti break up. 
So, I'll try to say no.
Tapi nk cuci mata tu memang x boleh nak halang lah
Dah jadi my tabiat buruk
Oppss...

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

At Home

Bile kat Asrama/Kolej...kite selalu rindu kt rumah

- kat rumah ada family, kalu jalan2 x yah pkir nk balik mcm mna, tkut trap nk traffic jam, budget harga barang, sebab kite ade dgn family kn?
-kat rumah tiap2 hari mak msak. ok lah yg perempuan kdg2 tolong jugak, tapi kn best klu dpt mkn mskan mak je everyday, even at kampus, all the time?
-kat rumah kite nk pkai bju ape, nk buat ape suma boleh. sbb kt rumah xde rules yg kite akan break. Becoz there are no RULES!
-kat rumah kalau kite malas nk buat kerja or amik something kite mesti mintak 'tolong' adik kite, wlaupun dgn ati x ikhlas tp adik kite still amik jugak kn
-kat rumah nk bangun pkul berapa pun kite x heran, even mak bising pagi2 suro bangun buat keje, ttp aircond, tarik selimut suma, sbb kite taw diorang da faham sgt fi il kite

sebenarnya banyak sangat nikmat bile kite kat rumah...

tapi bile kt rumah, kite mula pkir nikmat dduk kat asrama/kolej pulak

-kat kolej kite nk buat bsing smp esok pagi un org blik sblah x kisah, sbb diorang pun 2x5 je
-kat kolej rmai gile kawan dgn lots n lots of stories yg best utk di share dgn everyone, especially budak prmpuan yg mmg x pernah stop bercakap
-kat kolej kite nk hang out mana2 un akan jadi fun even kt kedai mamak, sbb dengan kawan lain feel dia
-kat kolej xder orang amik pedulik pasal hygine kite, unless kalau ada orng perasan dia akntny la.. tp xkn ade orang yg tny everyday "ko da mandi ke?" sbb mereka pun x kisah

itu lah, manusia bile da dapat nikmat, x reti nk bersyukur...bile nikmat dah hilang baru la kelam kabut nk kenang2...

Thursday, April 12, 2012

LIBK

hey guys...long time no see
i have an important announcement to make
I am now officially....
TURNING BLACK
ni kulit mke aku ni da tukar jadi hitam, eventhough aku dlu xde la kulit putih mcm snow white tp at least putih la jgak....knpe? ni suma LIBK.. what da hell is LIBK? LIBK tu mcm hell..

Latihan Intensif Bakal Komander
aka LIBK
ni kem sbnar nye..bg bdk2 yg duk kt UiTM tahu la pe bnd komander tu 
bg yg bkn duk UiTM, komander tu mcm....
aku un x tahu cne nk explain

tp yg aku tahu, slame aku dok kt dlm kem tu..Ya Tuhan..btape seramnya
mmg kne kuat mntal, fizikal,jasmani, rohani, sosial n sumanye la sng citer
basicnye, kem ni untuk train budak2 yg nnty bkal jadi komander
bk kata diorang, nk jadi komander ni x senang
macam2 onak duri kne rempuh
xckup duri2 tu, segala ape racun diorang kaci pun ko kne telan

LIBK ni kejap je which is 10 hari
tapi nk tgu 10 hari tu hbis mcm nk kne tgu 10 tahun

First 5 days da kne kawat mcm nk gile
from 7am-12pm
tiap hari nk kne bgun around 4am sbb kne kumpul pkul 5.30
mmg i admit first 5 days tu bosan skit la sbb keje kawat jer

6th day, Tempur Tanpa Senjata (TTS)
bnde ni ade basic from taekwondo
so hidup aku rilek la skit hari ni
smpai kn cikgu tu pun tny aku ni ade basic taekwondo ke?
aku pun angguk jer lah..
''ye cikgu ye...''

next day aku x engat...sbb hari jumaat
yg aku engat kitorang budak prmpuan amik ksmpatan time solat jumaat tu
kitorang tidor kt PI
bgun2 je nmpk bdk2 laki pkai bju melayu full set bru blek drpd masjid
gaya diorang x ubah mcm time nk beraya
lawak pun ade

8th day pergi kem PLKN
arini bez la skit, enjoy...
1 hari lgsung x kawat, main je keje
abseiling, flying fox, kayak
normal la tu kn

9th day, preparation utk passing out
Tuan Luqman n Tuan Nazrie yg ajar kitorang kawat formasi ni
tmbh2 lagi aku plak kne dok depan..
law buat silap terang2 nmpk dek orang nnt
x boley ar nk curik tulang

dgr mcm simple kn? sbnarnye aku x citer lagi onak duri ea ape
kne mara tu x yh citer la memg tiap hari kne...
drpd 1st day smp la ari ke 10 tu
x hbis2 kne mara

denda??? alaa bnde bese la jugak
merangkak dlm longkang , sumbat kepala dlm tayar , pergi mna2 kne lari , makan dlm msa 4-5 mnit , pnjat pkok hafal setingkat , baring kt medan time hujan , duduk separuh smbil gigit topi , ambil tongkat dgn mulut .... byak lagi la klu nk cerita.

aku x tahu la tapi aku rasa batch kali ni nkal semacam kowt
mne x nye, smp 2x kne kejut tgh2 mlm sbb buat hal
mlm time suma komander mengamuk dgn kitorang
aku un turut la buat muka seposen jugak wlaupun x bersalah
tp nk buat mcm mne, sorang slah, semua kne

lgi satu, yg kwan di luar, bile msuk LIBK mmg x nmpk mcm kawan lgsung
mmg la kwn aku tu da jd komander n ea hndle kitorang
so b4 ni kira aku da knl la prangai dia tu mcm mne
tp kt medan bile die jd grang
aku ase mcm nk tgelak je tgok die bwt mke syes mcm singa nk telan mgse
mmg la aku respek ea as leader aku
kt luar aku buat mke seyes
tp dlm hati aku tergelak smp tergolek terguling suma lah
nk gelak x boleh, nnt kne mara
so tahan je lah

last but not least....
banyak2 celoteh un, akhirnye aku habis jugak kem ni
aku bersyukur la at least aku still hidup lagi
bila habis je passing out tu day 10 tu
means that kitorang dah dpt title komander 
rase cm x percaye plak
tp bile Tuan pgl kitorang lpas tu..
KOMANDER bkn lagi 
BAKAL KOMANDER...
x slah lagi 
ni bkn lagi mimpi
its Our Reality!!!
=D

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