Phones Do Die

Okay the deadlines are here. The copies are ready. Assignments have been made...Therefore, without any hesitation...

I WILL BE GOING HOME IN A WEEK!!!

HIP HIP HORREY!!!! ^0^

Right now is still at my 'dearest' college studying for the next paper, Business Communication. Well, as you can guess I am surely not alone all by myself. There IS somebody who's with me all the time.

MUMMY..DADDY....

I MISS HOME ALREADY....

Recalling the day before yesterday... The legendary day..

OMG!!!

What happened to my beloved phone??

Sony Phone: Sorry Sarah. I am dying now. I have to leave you... ;(

Sarah: No! No! Please don't go.. Please don't leave me Sony! You know there's no other phone like you...

Sony Phone: I really can't stand it. All I can see is pitch black right now...

Sarah: Don't close your screen yet.. You know how hard it is I have worked to get you my dear.. I bought you with my very own income.

Sony Phone: I am so sorry Sarah. Don't worry your memory will always be here with me in the my memory slot.

At last, Sony Phone goes peacefully...

(A few hours later)

Samsung Phone : Hello Sarah, nice to meet you. =)

There goes my Sony Aino..

I will cherish our moments together...

I promise I won't sell you to any other dealers who wishes to buy you

CHEAPLY

from me..Never!!!

A Day in Ramadhan

25 July 2012

From the morning I had made the same mistake..over and over again...I accidently skip subuh prayers.

and noticed that I had a few miscalls...I know the person who called me is trying to wake me up. But, due to my 'tido mati' problems, I can't hear the ringing, even the phone was not even on silent.Such a stupid thing to do... Perempuan tidur mati.. Teruk betul

Due to that, I planned to see that person (yg kejut pagi tadi)...to apologize. I know he will be made at me. But at least I've got some effort to make it up with him. I text him that perhaps I will be waiting for him outside his class, if he 'x terpujuk'... and I really meant it.

I was there, just outside his class, 20 minutes before it ends.. so I waited for him in a spot that I think he will passed by. At 10 am his class ended, but I didn't see him...so I waited a little longer, but there was no sign of him anyway. I text him 10 minutes later and he said he was already inside his next class at another place...he asked why. Sadly, I just let him down.

Frustrated....

I went back..to find the class money. It took 20 minutes as Ekin n Alyn can't find the money before that I had to do it myself. Alone in the room kept me thinking about the effort I am doing to at least, make him smiled, it all just fails. 

Depressed....

At THO co-op, something or perhaps someone just make me mad again. To find my set of 20 photo copied papers, it took almost half an hour...and I was treated like "what do you want actually? your stuff is not here dude..."

Frustrated....

Gone to class, came back to THO with Alyn, and like freakin fast the lady (yg layan tadi) found the photocopied papers...and I was like, slamming the door and cursing the young lady..(mencarut time2 ramadhan)

Angry...

In the class, just to find a pen to sign the attendant, I figured out something else that make me wanna throw tha tables and chairs...I totally forgot my pencil case. It it wasn't for today's subject which is STATISTICS, I won't even be needing a pen. But because of that subject is AVAILABLE today, I had to go back to the room to get that stupid pencil case. 

Sigh...

That was only half of the day...I don't know what will happen after this... maybe facing with another problem that might make me wanna kill myself

But in everything, what matters the most is the feeling of this guy. That I haven't settled yet with him...

He's the only one I've got.

I'm sorry Ahmad Nazim Najmie

Yours forever,

Sarah

perfect ten

cerita dahulu

"kite jangan suka sama suka taw. awak jangan suka kat saya & saya pun jangan suka kat awak"

cerita hari ini

"ok fine saya suka kat awak"

sape laa gerangan org yg ckp ni...

I know this is kinda funny to a certain people

Its like a child's love story

Or perhaps some silly puppy love

But now I am telling you that nothing is more better than being loved by someone

who cares about you

who is always beside you in any condition

who is willing to hear all your complaints 

who loves to hear you chatter even he didn't understand even a thing

who wants to cure your sadness & pain 

who share your problems & tries to solve it

who tells you from wrong to right

who meant everything to you

everyone wants to have the person that they wished for

but not everyone gets a person that loves them for who they are

and accepting all our weaknesses

its like finding a needle in a haystack

so tiny, so hard, so thin and takes a hard work to find it

some take years to find their right person

some take a lifetime, only to found that person on their deathbed

but yet, Allah had created each of us a partner here in this world

all we need to do is to find it

treasure it

be with it

be faithfull to it

cherish it 

keep it safe

stay with it

and don't forget to thank Him for giving you the right person

as for me

I said thank you everyday to Allah

cuz I already found mine...

TERingat sebentar

Just now bestie aku Haziqah Iffah arrive kat bilik. Aku punyalah excited sampaikan xtahu that this will keep my mind wondering about him. Yeah my ex.

Ak BENGANG taw x? BENGANG, SAKIT HATI, MENYAMPAH sbb teringat kt dia tu. 

Actually, from the bottom of my heart, aku sendiri xnk ingat balik pasal mamat ni. Aku dah rugi banyak benda disebabkan dia. And of course, dia x tahu. Dia mana pernah amik tau pasal aku...

Dari time aku basuh baju td smpai lah sekarang kepala otak aku dok pikir pasal mamat tu. Kalau ikut kn boleh je aku nk ktuk2 dia sbb dia bukannya tau pun blog aku ni. Aku rasa lah. Tapi, malas ah.

In real life I really don't know if I still had feelings to this guy. Kdg2 aku benci, kdg2 aku x benci la pulak. Pernah je ada sorang kawan laki aku ni tny, 

"ko still syg lagi ke kt die?"  

"x"

"klu ko x syg knpe ko mesti pejam mata time ko ckp x tu? ko xyh ar nk tipu diri sendiri"

Ada betul jugak kawan aku tu. Then bila pikir balik perangai ex aku ni, terus x jadi nk sayang dia lagi. Kalau dia tahu aku sayang dia lagi, nanti aku pulak yg nmpak mcm terhegeh-hegeh nak kn dia. X pasal2 buat malu diri aku je.

Orang tua2 cakap, kita x pernah nk menghargai something yg kita dh ada, smpai kn bila kita dh hilang, baru kita kelam-kabut mcm org gila. Benda ni happened kat aku dh bila aku couple dgn ex aku tu. Ape benda yg aku hilang? Xyah tau lah, biar aku je yg tau.

So ape aku nk buat dengan dia lepas ni? Aku rasa aku nak....

BUAT DUNNO 

Macam apa yg dia buat kat aku

Itu lah ceritanya. To me, the past are history. This kind of past is never to look back. Baik aku cuci mata je kan dengan hari ni. That's why today is a PRESENT!

Lepas ni, aku nk buat laki aku kne kaw2 dengan aku...

Macam ni ker...

X pun macam ni..haha

 Jahat ke aku ni? Ok lah aku x buat. Nnt mara pulak kaum adam ni dengan aku, x pasal2 x kahwin aku nnt...Just kidding je. Tapi kan, kalau buat skali skala xper la rase nya... ;P

Aku rasa diri aku ni kena kahwin terus la, sbb kalau couple mesti break up. 

So, I'll try to say no.

Tapi nk cuci mata tu memang x boleh nak halang lah

Dah jadi my tabiat buruk

Oppss...

At Home

Bile kat Asrama/Kolej...kite selalu rindu kt rumah

- kat rumah ada family, kalu jalan2 x yah pkir nk balik mcm mna, tkut trap nk traffic jam, budget harga barang, sebab kite ade dgn family kn?

-kat rumah tiap2 hari mak msak. ok lah yg perempuan kdg2 tolong jugak, tapi kn best klu dpt mkn mskan mak je everyday, even at kampus, all the time?

-kat rumah kite nk pkai bju ape, nk buat ape suma boleh. sbb kt rumah xde rules yg kite akan break. Becoz there are no RULES!

-kat rumah kalau kite malas nk buat kerja or amik something kite mesti mintak 'tolong' adik kite, wlaupun dgn ati x ikhlas tp adik kite still amik jugak kn

-kat rumah nk bangun pkul berapa pun kite x heran, even mak bising pagi2 suro bangun buat keje, ttp aircond, tarik selimut suma, sbb kite taw diorang da faham sgt fi il kite

sebenarnya banyak sangat nikmat bile kite kat rumah...

tapi bile kt rumah, kite mula pkir nikmat dduk kat asrama/kolej pulak

-kat kolej kite nk buat bsing smp esok pagi un org blik sblah x kisah, sbb diorang pun 2x5 je

-kat kolej rmai gile kawan dgn lots n lots of stories yg best utk di share dgn everyone, especially budak prmpuan yg mmg x pernah stop bercakap

-kat kolej kite nk hang out mana2 un akan jadi fun even kt kedai mamak, sbb dengan kawan lain feel dia
-kat kolej xder orang amik pedulik pasal hygine kite, unless kalau ada orng perasan dia akntny la.. tp xkn ade orang yg tny everyday "ko da mandi ke?" sbb mereka pun x kisah

itu lah, manusia bile da dapat nikmat, x reti nk bersyukur...bile nikmat dah hilang baru la kelam kabut nk kenang2...

LIBK

hey guys...long time no see
i have an important announcement to make
I am now officially....

TURNING BLACK

ni kulit mke aku ni da tukar jadi hitam, eventhough aku dlu xde la kulit putih mcm snow white tp at least putih la jgak....knpe? ni suma LIBK.. what da hell is LIBK? LIBK tu mcm hell..

Latihan Intensif Bakal Komander

aka LIBK

ni kem sbnar nye..bg bdk2 yg duk kt UiTM tahu la pe bnd komander tu 

bg yg bkn duk UiTM, komander tu mcm....

aku un x tahu cne nk explain

tp yg aku tahu, slame aku dok kt dlm kem tu..Ya Tuhan..btape seramnya

mmg kne kuat mntal, fizikal,jasmani, rohani, sosial n sumanye la sng citer

basicnye, kem ni untuk train budak2 yg nnty bkal jadi komander

bk kata diorang, nk jadi komander ni x senang

macam2 onak duri kne rempuh

xckup duri2 tu, segala ape racun diorang kaci pun ko kne telan

LIBK ni kejap je which is 10 hari

tapi nk tgu 10 hari tu hbis mcm nk kne tgu 10 tahun

First 5 days da kne kawat mcm nk gile

from 7am-12pm

tiap hari nk kne bgun around 4am sbb kne kumpul pkul 5.30

mmg i admit first 5 days tu bosan skit la sbb keje kawat jer

6th day, Tempur Tanpa Senjata (TTS)

bnde ni ade basic from taekwondo

so hidup aku rilek la skit hari ni

smpai kn cikgu tu pun tny aku ni ade basic taekwondo ke?

aku pun angguk jer lah..

''ye cikgu ye...''

next day aku x engat...sbb hari jumaat

yg aku engat kitorang budak prmpuan amik ksmpatan time solat jumaat tu

kitorang tidor kt PI

bgun2 je nmpk bdk2 laki pkai bju melayu full set bru blek drpd masjid

gaya diorang x ubah mcm time nk beraya

lawak pun ade

8th day pergi kem PLKN

arini bez la skit, enjoy...

1 hari lgsung x kawat, main je keje

abseiling, flying fox, kayak

normal la tu kn

9th day, preparation utk passing out

Tuan Luqman n Tuan Nazrie yg ajar kitorang kawat formasi ni

tmbh2 lagi aku plak kne dok depan..

law buat silap terang2 nmpk dek orang nnt

x boley ar nk curik tulang

dgr mcm simple kn? sbnarnye aku x citer lagi onak duri ea ape

kne mara tu x yh citer la memg tiap hari kne...

drpd 1st day smp la ari ke 10 tu

x hbis2 kne mara

denda??? alaa bnde bese la jugak

merangkak dlm longkang , sumbat kepala dlm tayar , pergi mna2 kne lari , makan dlm msa 4-5 mnit , pnjat pkok hafal setingkat , baring kt medan time hujan , duduk separuh smbil gigit topi , ambil tongkat dgn mulut .... byak lagi la klu nk cerita.

aku x tahu la tapi aku rasa batch kali ni nkal semacam kowt

mne x nye, smp 2x kne kejut tgh2 mlm sbb buat hal

mlm time suma komander mengamuk dgn kitorang

aku un turut la buat muka seposen jugak wlaupun x bersalah

tp nk buat mcm mne, sorang slah, semua kne

lgi satu, yg kwan di luar, bile msuk LIBK mmg x nmpk mcm kawan lgsung

mmg la kwn aku tu da jd komander n ea hndle kitorang

so b4 ni kira aku da knl la prangai dia tu mcm mne

tp kt medan bile die jd grang

aku ase mcm nk tgelak je tgok die bwt mke syes mcm singa nk telan mgse

mmg la aku respek ea as leader aku

kt luar aku buat mke seyes

tp dlm hati aku tergelak smp tergolek terguling suma lah

nk gelak x boleh, nnt kne mara

so tahan je lah

last but not least....

banyak2 celoteh un, akhirnye aku habis jugak kem ni

aku bersyukur la at least aku still hidup lagi

bila habis je passing out tu day 10 tu

means that kitorang dah dpt title komander 

rase cm x percaye plak

tp bile Tuan pgl kitorang lpas tu..

KOMANDER bkn lagi 

BAKAL KOMANDER...

x slah lagi 

ni bkn lagi mimpi

its Our Reality!!!

=D

up from leftt : FAIRUZ , SHAKIRA , ILA , WANI , SARAH , ZAHIDAH
bottom from left : KAMIL , SALIHIN ,  AKIM

Hujan Oh Hujan

2 3 kucing berlari

da banyak kali saya kena hujan

saya tak reti berpantun, sori

nasib aku ni da berubah la kot

knapa aku cakap mcm tu, meh sini aku citer

dulu setiap kali aku kuar rumah mesti cuaca kat panas terik 

rasa macam masuk dalam oven

x lah, saya tipu jer =P

x der la panas terik macam tu, nmpak sgt la metafora yang melampau2

eake metafora? entah aku pun ta ingat dah apa istilah time blaja komsas dlu

ok stop, saya dah menyimpang jauh

mcm ni lah, recently tiap kali hujan je kt tempat blaja aku tu

which is kt Machang, Kelantan

asal hujan je mesti aku akan basah ditimpanya

asal basah je mesti yang timpa aku

means that aku x nk mandi hujan

tapi ada je benda yg membuat kn aku akan basah kuyup

disebabkan hujan...faham x?

cntohnya mcm ni la...

knapa aku kne timpa hujan? :

1. aku kena kawad dalam hujan, bila ketua dah panggil nk xnk kne la pergi jugak kn even dia dok terpacak kt tgh2 hujan
2. pergi shopping kt Wakaf Che Yeh tu, da la first time pergi, time lain x nk hujan. time aku pergi baru nk hujan. masuk dalam kereta je, habis berbau. harap pakcik tu x sedar la kusyen die lembap semacam.
3. guna kereta yang sama, pergi air terjun kt terengganu plak esoknya, x smpai 30 minit mandi, hujan da turun. aku yg x mandi air terjun ni da serupa mcm org yg mandi, klu aku taw bek aku mandi jer

yg kwn aku sorang ni Haziqah namanya. die ni basah bukan sbb kne hujan,  nk kata dia mandi air terjun pun tak. tp sbnarnya dia ni bwat keje tah hapa2 smpai terjatuh kt air tu.

ceritanya dia berdiri kt 2 batu, sbelah kaki sini,sbelah kaki lagy sana, lepas tu die tunjuk la aksi lagak superman mcm nk terbang tuh. aku taw, dia mmg x matang. x pasal2 time nk turun dpd batu tu kaki dia tergelincir, lalu jatuhlah 'superman' kita ni.nsib baik jatuh terduduk je, x luka serius... smoga jatuh tu bagi dia sedar la yg superman die tu x lama, kejap je..=D

4. kt rumah, aku ikut kawan aku pergi ofis die kt bts, kuar2 je hujan lagi. kt area kl klu da hujan tu x yh ckp la, sure2 la jam. pas tu time org balik keje plak. nsb bek aku x offer jd driver

aku rasa mcm banyak lagi time2 aku kne hujan, 

tapi x per lah...dah ni jer yg aku ingat nak buat mcm mne

tapi papehal, aku bersyukut la sbb da bpe byk kali un aku kne hujan

smpai sekarang aku x demam

gile ko nk demam time2 mcm ni

da la nk dekat final,

naye aku if demam

tgok, ni basah kne hujan la suma...

k lah tu je aku nk ckp

t if kne hujan lagi aku ckp ye? haha 

bye2

;-)