i am not!

if ikut dia ke hulur hilir
orang kata together forever...aku kata terhegeh-hegeh

if buat kata dia
orang kata sayang...aku kata serupa personal assistant

if buatkan kerja2 dia
orang kata skali skala...ak kata mcm kerja bibik

if call dia tiap2 malam
orang kata rindu..aku kata bergayut

if beli hadiah kat dia setiap hari
orang kata demi cinta..aku kata habiskan duit mak bapak

if gaduh2 sampai merajuk
orang kata gaduh tu kukuhkan ikatan..aku kata x lama lagi clash la tu

if baru couple
orang kata sweet...aku kata dah kahwin t baru aku cakap tahniah

if....if....if............

okay2 i get it...maybe sebab aku x couple sekarang ni orang lain akan ckp macam2 pasal penulis blog ni..aku lah tu. Tapi nak kata aku x pernah couple, tipu la tu. Aku pernah jgk rasa apa yang orang bercinta ni rasa. Ni cuma apa yang aku fikir je berdasarkan logik akal. Orang yang x dapat fikir dengan logik je akan marah sangat2 dengan aku..=P

hehe...by the way, aku cakap benda2 ni suma bukan sebab ada terasa hati dengan sesiapa, or x puas hati dengan orang sama ada lelaki mahu pun perempuan..ni cuma, SAJA-SAJA nak tulis..Ni kan blog aku, suka hati kepala otak aku lah nak tulis apa....

trip outside the campus....

Day 1....
Human: Me.Ain.Mean
Transport: The Tenggiling

• 2nd actual trip to kota bharu mall...which is the only kelantan's mid valley@pavilion@one utama@times square (omg i am desperate)
• walking around like surveying all the shops 
• boughr a new dress (kind of)   AIN: IS IT A DRESS ACTUALLY?
• played bowling with them.. i lead
• end our journey at approximately 5pm

Day 2
Human: Me.Alin.Ekin.Eyka.Haziqah.Wan.Reeza(Becik)
Transport: Car....not right..Tenggiling

• 3rd actual trip to the kota bharu mall...which is 1 week after i went to that place
• the girl were excited about shopping cuz it was their main reason(except for me)..its a shopping for raya day!!!
• walking around for hours..by the way, skrg ni tengah berpuasa
• played bowling(again), but i got 2nd place..and its a tie
• had an experience with 2 cute kids

KID 1

at that time i was alone, waiting in a line for the atm...yeah i was alone cuz they all had left me after being so busy with each others partners...(we're 7.so that makes all of us all have a partner except one. yeah that one is me)never mind that. then out of  a sudden, a kid, small boy walk right in front of me. And when he turn and looked at me.. he smiled. and that was like the cutest smile ever that someone gives to me that day. But it didn't end there when suddenly he begin to walked near me.  And before he can hold me, his mom appeared. They all saw what had happened. His dad said, "GLENYAH MU NI"

which means he's got an eye for me...aka in BM, gatal,miang

KID 2

me and Becik were waiting for the girls. Then a mom carrying a baby passed and stop right in front of us. I watch the baby playing happily on her mom's shoulder. When she saw me, the baby laugh. And that spontaneously made me laugh too. and also Becik of course. But then the baby won't stop laughing and the same thing goes to me. Even the baby's mom laugh. I can tell u that this is not an embarrassing thing as if i got a chilly stuck in my teeth. But its just LAUGH between me and the baby.

Maybe I got a link with these little kids. Maybe I am better with them rather than with older people, or even people my age.Who knew...=)

• end our journey at 9pm

Day 3

Human: Me.Kyra.Eyka.Alin.Wan.Haziqah.Japi.Ekin

Transport: Car (after almost 2 hours searching for it)

• we went out cuz its a big day for alin. Her long time boyfie, Japi, came and visited us. Yeah like we're giving him a tour guide around kelantan.
• in 2 cars, I'm in the kancil with eyka(the driver),kyra n ekin. my driving experience with eyka will be the last thing as she drive the car like riding in a roller coaster. Yeah it was clearly so dangerous that i was almost cry.
• another thing that happen in the car was, its engine stop in the middle of the road. and it can't be started. luckily we've got japi and wan to help push the car to the roadside.and japi saved the day when he can restart the car again
• playing the bowling(again). And they all can't believe when i got the first place...Yeah baby, i like it...
• been walking around like no place to go. believe it or not, i can even remember all the shops here and where its located. Like a google map to them.
• Me,kyra,wan and haziqah end our puasa day at a luxurios restaurant with comfortable chairs...the Pizza hut. But for the rest of us, Alin,japi,eyka and skin, sadly,they had to sit down, yeah down at the floor i mean with just light snacks...oh dear..its a sad sad thing...hehe
• I was so tired that i almost sleep there at the mall. But when we're heading back to the car, eyka wants me to drive. i was like OMG, the car's a manual and I'm not really confident with that. Luckily....I manage to do it,,,SAFELY
• we had to turn in the kancil car that night. so that leaves the wira. And all of us get in.8 persons in a wira. can u believe that?
• we spent the night at eyka's house. i was busy playing with the kittens that i was unaware of what happened after that.   
• uh and our journey end at......about 11pm? i guess

THIS AIN'T A FAIRYTALE

sitting here alone always makes me feel calm..for a while
 

"wei dapat internet x kt tmpat kau duduk tuh???", mak ai, minah nie.. terkezut aku. bukan nye reti nk ckp elok2.. gns kowt.. hehe roomate aku tuh.. die bace blog ni maty aku...

dary ape yg aku nmpk...kt tingkat 4, kolej dato onn 1

• BUDAK LELAKI MAEN BASKETBALL,FUTSAL,CYCLING N FOOTBALL

• ROOMATE AKU AIN PEGANG PENYAPU MACAM NK HAMBAT ORANG

• MUZIK YG AKU PASANG DARI PHONE AINO AKU

• ADA ORANG 'SWEET'2 TP AK X NMPK ORANG NYER.

• STUDENT2 BALEK BILIK LPS KELAS PUKUL 6 TADI

• BUDAK LAKI PAKAI BAJU GREY ON THE WAY NK PERGI PADANG

• TENGGILING YANG X HABIS2 BERGERAK SANA- SINI CARI PELAJAR

• BAJU YG MASIH TERSADAI DI AMPAIAN SBB TUAN NYE X ANGKAT LAGI

• KERETA KENARI HITAM YG DIPANDU SEPERTI ORANG XDE LESEN

• BUKIT..BUKIT....DAN BUKIT

• SUNSET XDER LAGI (AK TGH TUNGGU LA NIE)

kisah cinta orang perempuan...roomate aku, mean, tadi kata

PAKWE laen, BALAK laen, SUAMI laen, HUSBAND laen, LAKI laen, HUBBY laen, SAYANG laen, COWOK laen, GEWE laen, KEKASIH laen, TEMAN DATING laen, BOYFRIEND laen..(x habis lagi tu sbnar nyer)

hmm.... I LIKE IT!
 

hahaha ok2 emm ape lagy ek...tapi kn
 

WEI SUMPAH AKU GILA BOSAN TAHAP NK MATI KT SINI...TOLONGLAH CUTI DATANG CEPAT SIKIT...AK MEMANG LA PASANG NIAT NAK BELAJAR BILA DA DATANG JAUH2 SAMPAI KE KELANTAN NIE TAPI AT LEAST BAGI LA SOMETHING UNTUK AKU HAVE FUN...AK DA SIAP SEMBAHYANG DI AWAL2 WAKTU LAGI SEMATA-MATA NAK BUAT SESUATU KAT TEMPAT TERPENCIL NI. BOLEH X SESIAPA TEMAN AKU BUAT BENDA2 YG CHALENGING AFTER THIS? SEBAB AKU MEMANG NK BUAT... AND TOLONG JANGAN CAKAP APA2 SBB NI SEMUA HAJAT AKU..APA YG AK NAK BUAT SELAGI AK STILL BERNAFAS KAT BUMI TUHAN NI...KAU NK FIKIR MACAM2 PASAL AK, FIKIR LA.. WHAT DO I CARE??!! (OH YEAH...)

 

picnic skydiving menari cat dinding tebar roti canai tanam pokok bunga buat announcement kat kolej skiing panjat pokok main dengan kucing sembang dengan lecturer jadi paparazi main guitar skating karouke masuk kelas orang lain buat video clip sendiri beli baju kurung baru lawan debate berlakon in theater baring atas rumput scuba diving main rugby swimming kat sungai gaduh dengan budak laki rock-climbing cycling makan ikan bakar naik helikopter join taekwondo again bowling main the sims camping mandi hujan on 'air' with radio dj  bola tampar drive kereta pergi spa netball flying fox memanah jadi komander jual beverages tangkap orang jahat hias bilik menembak pegang binatang liar celebrate bday shopping bungee jumping jalan kaki satu campus bina treehouse jahit manik kat baju naik moto ego Lc buat sandcastle parkour beli burger kawat kaki absterling and descending rock climbing jadi lifeguard naik hot air balloon test makanan baru anugerah dekan climbing batu caves surfing join marathon buka hos bomba wall climbing masuk paper naik kapal layar laughing melancong jadi covergirl in magazine kutip siput roller-blading visit orphanage bakar sate belanja family makan horseback-riding movie mania reka gelang tangan bola tampar petik strawberries buat business online beli cover phone yoga painting online sprint 100m drive sampai melaka jadi faci kaedah mokhdar jungle trekking bola baling cheerleading go-cart duduk dlm bilik kapten blok pakai baju sekolah cliff diving watch basketball at court 'live' theme parks watch sunset tunaikan haji buat graffiti softball facebooking smiling styling edit picture buat ABC tennis 4x100 masuk gua writing stories masak lauk tulis blog skateboarding fish reflexology cruising fixie

ni semua adalah antara wish list aku...

THE SOCIAL SOCIETY NOWADAYS

Kalau ak duduk2 makan kat sini and nampak orang, ak suka tgk diorang
ak tengok bukan sbb usha ke hapa...pliz la
saja je nk analyse kelakuan, riak muka n what-so-ever
 stuff pasal diorang.
ala...ni semua juz andaian je.
nothing yang serius pun
tapi kebanyakan drpd my analisa ni ada kemungkinan ianya
adalah BETUL and BENAR belaka.
ni semua kejadian di meja makan di any fast food, kedai mamak, 5 star hotel
or any restaurant di muka bumi ini...

    1.LAKI+PRMPUAN - 2 ORANG
        ak xtaw la knp tp most of them nie 4 sure la pasangan couple. Tapikan, x silap ada la jugak pasangan2 nie yg jumpe bkn senyum2 kontrol ayu n muka cover macho, instead muka diorang masam mencuka mcm gaya orang yg x dapat gaji lagi. ni sure sah2 la dlm mood gaduh nie. kalau bukan sbb si laki nye dok maen kayu tiga, msty sbb yg si prmpuan ni yg buat hal.
MENU:A) air je sbb xde mood nk makan dpn pemain kayu tiga ni
     B) makanan mesti sama antara laki n prmpuan tu sbb dua2 xtaw nk mkn ape, mklumlah, si lelaki belanja.
 
    2. A GROUP - ALL BOYS OR ALL GIRLS
        best friends or budak2 yg selesa antara diorang sendiri. Ealah, buat ape nk ajak budak yg x suka,kuar mkn2 together kn..buang tabiat ke hape nama nye. or kalau ea pun nk berbaik, ak rse x ramai smp yg ajak makan. geng ni biasa nye nk makan pakai duit sendiri sbb x der sape yg sanggup nk belanja ramai2 orang eventhough best friend sendiri. Plus geng ni jugak la yg suka buat bising kt tempat mkn, smpai orang laen pandang pun diorang buat x kisah. Knon nyer mind your own bisness la. Padahal dia egt dlm dunia ni mcm la dia ngan kwn dia je yg ada.
MENU: A) makanan yg berbeza2 antara satu sama lain sbb semua nk rasa orang lain punye. Byk choice la kate kan.
      B) mknan yg sgt byk smp kadang2 meja un x ckup ruang.
   
    3. A GROUP - BOYS AND GIRLS
        classmate, bandmate, groupmate, reunion, schoolmate, cousins n macam2 lagi. diorang ni golongan yg ok. sbb dey all jnis yg suka bergurau, tapi x bising sgt. Sbb biasanya kalau diorng nk wat havoc mcm tau malu skit. N then dey all ni msty ade antara mereka yg ade 'something'. So a few of them save money cuz orang 'tu' yg belanja, pdhal orang laen suma gune duit sendiri.
MENU: mknan diorang ni same sbb da buet reseravtion kt tmpat makan tuh..kalau x pun, diorang mkn makanan buffet..

    4. A GROUP BUT ADA SOMEONE ASING
        -RAMAI LAKI N 1 GIRL
          ak xtaw la nk kte x taw malu ke hape yg si bunga tu.i mean like, die rase ap bile di meja mkn dikelilingi lelaki? she's hot? fabulous? wanted? err..please lah. klu nk buat study group pun, xkn la dgn semua ahlinye dak laki an? mcm la da pupus dak pmpn kt dunia nie
         -RAMAI PEREMPUAN N 1 BOY
          emm..ni kdg2 laen mcm sket. sbb kdg2 lelaki yg ade dlm group ni ade 3 jnis je..yg 'aww', yg 'peng' n sorang lagy lelaki btl tp jnis yg mesra n x cover macho sgt. laki jns nie bese rmah n rmai girls suka kwn dgn die. kalau yg jenis 'peng' tu means pengkid lah. yg dak prmpn jdk laki tuh. at first glance mmg nmpk gaye laki habis la.. smp kn kdg2 dk prmpn sndiri boley admit handsome, pdhal dat 'guy' tu kaum sendiri. yg jenis 'aw', emm phm2 je la. da nme un aw, dak guys mne nk kwn ngan die, so bdk ni pun kwn la dgn dak prmpn. da la lembut, kwn pulak dgn budak prmpuan. mcm mne nk jadi maskulin balek...?
MENU: xtaw sbb bese golongan nie ak x suka tgk lme2..rase laen macam

bla bla bla uitm

Hmm..masuk balek lah aku dlm kampus KESAYANGAN  aku ni...Kalau ikut kn hati nk jer aku lari dari sini n duk diam2 kt kl tuh.. ad ke patut Uitm hantar ak jauh2??? dah tu pulak, bila nk mintak tukar, diorang nie xnk kaci. Ape la..konon xnk menyusah kn pentadbiran die la...habis ak ngan bdak2 kl nie x pulak menyusah kn??? Nanti kalau ak kne culik ngan mat Thailand,sape nk tanggung.. ?Mati la aku..aduh kampus ku...

  

UiTM MACHANG, KELANTAN

Meh sini ak citer kt korung ape yg BEST kt sini....the word best tu ak besarkan kn,bukan lah nk kata perli tp bila korung da habis bace, korung pandai2 la menilai sndiri uitm ak ni macam mne ek..?

  

WALKATHON EVERYDAY

Well, kalau korung nk tahu..siapa2 yg stay kt sini, gerenti akan kurus. Ak rekomen gile2 la buat sesiapa kt luar sana yg terfikir nk jadi kurus tuh. Mane tak nye, awl2 ak da dapat bilik tingkat 2 time daftar ue.. even ayah ade pun still penat la jugak nk angkat semua luggage. Lepas tu, taw2 pulak kita orang suma kne pinda bilik. Yang best nyer, ak kne pindah blok laen, n tingkat ataaassss sekali, that is tingkat 4, klu ikutkn tingkat 5 sebenarnyer...ea slah bg level..saje nk sdpkn ati..mcm la kita orng ni x ley kira sndiri    

Tu pasal bilik..yg pasal nk pergi kelas pulak, emm lagi la x boley nk tahan. Girls punye kolej(di sini we all pggl asrama, kolej kediaman a.k.a kolej), jauh ea ngan blok akademik BAPAK JAUH GILA NAK MATI. Serius ak cakap x maen2. Kolej laki pulak, wah bukan maen mewah agy, dekat ngan blok akademik, library, front gate, siap ade tasik agy tuh..Kita orang? Dah la jauh, berbukit pulak tu...Sbb tu la wjudnya tangga Batu Caves di sini. Bukan satu, tp lebih.... Hah, sape nk krus, mai la sni...

MACAM KT LUAR NEGARA

Biasa orang kalau nk pergi luar negara, communication tu kira penting la jugak kan, tapi kt sini, kaw x yh nk pergi jauh2 naik airasia ke, mas ke, sbb kt malaysia ni sndiri da ade mcm2 bahasa. Dah nama pun Kelantan, ak x boleh nk paham langsung dialek diorang.  Da la aku xde asal usul klntan, taw2 kne cmpak gi cni, mane x naye nyer aku..roomate ak awl2 tu org klntn, nsb baek diorg phm n ckp malay tulen ngan aku. Tapi kdg2 tuh ade la jugak terlepas klate diorang. 

Ak x tau la kenapa tp klu bdk prmpn kecek(cakap), ak boley pick up aw ape yg diorng nk sampaikan, tapi bile dak laki cakap, haram ak x paham pape langsung. Klakar kot, ak da kne da byk kali. Ad 1 time ue ak dok blakang dak laki tyme MDS(ala2 orientasi gtu) , laki ue gaya cm nk tackle. Da la bsing, memekak, mcm la dia yg bgi ucapan, smp hangin ak dibuatnye. Tetiba ea ckp sumthin that I ­really don't understand a single word...ak da ternganga, mata terkebil-kebil kwn ak kt sebelah da senyum kt aku. Laki tu pulak pandang ak dgn muke berharap, ak pusing n tanye kwn aku

“Syida, dia cakap ape?”

Itu 1, ade yg best lagi, time ue ak kuar ngan roomate 3 org yg skrg ni(termasuk ak ade 4 org semuanya), kita org suma org slgor. Time tgh2 duduk minum air mlm2 tu ade la abg pekerja ni, ea ckp banyak gile,POK PEK POKEPEK N BLA BLA BLA smpai tersembur air liur, x taw la nk kata abg tu tgh mara, nmpk mukee senyum jer..time ea ckp3 tu kitorg suma diam aw. Bila dia mcm da diam sket, roomate ak, Mean(dia mmg slalu eja cmtu,ak ikut je la) dgn selamba dia je ckp,

“ Bang, apa abg ckp td? Kitaorang bukan nye faham satu benda pun.”

Yeaah, kinda nasty la jugak ayat die tp ak da gelak da time ue.Muka abg tu frust je, dia trus blah.... N untuk kebaikan diri ak gak, skg ak buat kamus klntn-malay sndiri kot, nk blaja punye pasal.

WIFI EVERYWHERE

Hahaha nampak mcm bez ek? Ala..skg ni common kowt, almost everywhere ade wifi. Kt sini x ketinggalan la jugak. Ak tgk mcm2 jenis la jugak...IMC hotspot THO, IMC hotspot DO2 A, UITM-mhg guest, student, staff, n bla bla bla.n masalah biasa jugak lah yg melanda suma wifi-wifi nie..

LeMBap.SLoW.pErLAhaN.kuRE-KuRe.SipUt

Last2 ak guna jugak prepaid punyer internet. Aku beli ar RM10 untuk 18 jam. Xtaw la laju ke x. bile da try, Awl2 tu peh laju ar.. lama2...alahai sama je. Yg annoying nyer, internet kejap ade kejap x de. Da tuh, tiap kali nk access internet, kne log in la, nk password lah.. internet da la bukan semua page boleh buka, ak egt kt sni x de la parental control sgt mcm yg pc kt rumah, alih2 kt sini lagy teruk. Nk buka youtube un x dpt.. cm tuut... jerk! Nk download lagu lagy la x dpt.. cm tuuutt n tuuutt jer....nk upload gmbar kt fb??emm haraaammm..sbb tu ak nk upload pics kt blog ni jgk, nk kaci korung tgk betape BEST nye kt sini ..tp x dapat !masalah betul la diowg nie...

FINALLY...

Ak x taw la nk buat mcm mana lagy sbb nk xnk ak memang kne survive kt sini. Ak kne tahan dgn semua CABARAN

RINTANGAN

GODAAN

HASUTAN

dan segala-galanya.

YEAH!

And by the way, aku sayang frens aku kat sini...sayang as frens je!!! Jangan salah anggap.

DA GANG <3

*HazIQaH*aLYn*kYRa*SyIKiN*eIka*

THE ROOMATES <3

*mEaN*KyRA*aIN*

THE OLD ROOMATES <3

*SyiDAh*TehA*

DA CLASSMATES<3

*haRry*SyaFikA*fAtiN*MEriCaN*sApuRa*fArID*FatInI*

*AsyRaF*iZzAh*aIzah*Che tEn*fAtiMAh*fArIS*RaiHAnA*

*NaDhiRaH*AlYn*HaZIqAh*KyRa*EkiN*WaN*

*ada lagi tp x egt name lah..sorry guys nnt aku edit*

IN THE JPAM<3

*errr...x knl lagi lah*

p/s: Learning to be a KELANTANESE....winkwink(^_^)

I NEED ....

Seriously I am soo sick of getting mad and being MAD
All because of the stupid things that happened to me
After expressing about the credits, I saw something,
well a person that wrote quite annoying things about me at my facebook wall.
With the fact that I'm soo in god damn not under control of my emotions
I attack the person, well in words okay, not physically...he'll be dead if physically

Nevertheless, I am trying to cool down
but when thinking about the problems that went just past you
won't make it easy to get a good night sleep
take this for example, I already wrote 2 blogs at the same night
which is something that I never done before.
I can't resist myself...I feel like wanna break things down,
tear the curtains apart.. and even threw myself from my bedroom window..
yeah, my bedroom is on the 4th floor..even if i'm not dead, i may be paralysed..
whats worst that that???

is this the challenge of being a college student?
having a stupid problem with the stupid internet?
and plus, not able to access into 4shared website..just to download a few songs...
i mean.. what is this? I thought life in the campus would be free...

I NEED A CAT 

CUZ I WANNA HUG HER SOFT FUR AND SOFTENS MY HEART

I NEED A MINT ICE CREAM

CUZ THAT WAS THE ONLY FLAVOUR THAT LIGHTS ME UP

I NEED A STORY BOOK

CUZ IT GONNA MAKES MY MIND WANDERING AROUND INTO THE STORY

I NEED AN AIRCOND IF YOU MIND

CUZ THE HOT ENVIRONMENT REALLY PISSED ME OFF IN THIS MOOD

I NEED SOME LAUGHTER

CUZ I WANNA FORGET ALL THE MADNESS THAT I'M IN

bengong punye line

cam bodoh jer...

ei benci btl line yg aku gne nie

sape x bengang bile kaw nye topup rm14 hilang gitu je

RM14.oo tuh..bukan sikit nama nyer

macam mana boleh hilang? begini ceritanya

time tu aku buka phone
saje2 la nk main2 kan...
then jari nie pergi la tkn kt youtube
ingat kn nk tengok video klip kejap
'on the floor'- jennifer lopez feat pittbul
tekan punye tekan
dapat la jugak buka
tp bukan nye orang tengok full pun sebab
ea sikit2 stuck... malas ar nk dgr kn..
tutup terus ar youtube ue.
then tiba2 terdetik la pulak kat hati 
nk check balance kredit

tawu2 ea tulis ape....

Baki: 013-*******

RM0.14, sah sehingga 27/9/2019

I was like 

WHAT THE HELL?!

Sorry la bahasa tu kasar sangat

Sbb frust giler nk mati..

itu pun ak da delete sikit2

Smp tadi pas aku sembahyang maghrib pun

ak doa kt Tuhan yg supaya ingatkan ak

JANGAN EVER EVER EVER

GUNA HANDPHONE TU NAK MSUK INTERNET

 

Lepas kejadian malang tu,

roomate aku ajak makan

sumpah ak xde selera gila nk melantak n penuhkn perut ni

ak check balik balance kredit ue.. 

tiba2 lak jadik rm0.74

maybe ea taw ak geram sgt la kot

ea pun kasi la 60 sen

lagi rm14 ea kebas gitu jerp...

cm sengal jer la service ni

penat la ak nk mencarut je sepanjang malam

sia2 je ak pergi bandar machang semalam 

semata-mata nk tuntut topup rm10

yg pkcik ue x letak

ni pun satu lagi hal

ak mintak topup rm20 tp ea msuk kn rm10

memang 1 minggu aku x boleh dok diam la

tapi bila dah dapat, ape jadi?

baik ak x yah g tuntut semalam

at least if ak tuntut esok, td melayang un rm4 je

ade la jugak back up rm10...

benci betul lar